When you don't take the time to call me, you make me feel like you don't even care.

When you don't ever try to talk to me, you make me feel like I'm a major waste of air.

When you don't make an attempt to find out how I'm doing.. You make me feel like it don't even matter.

When you don't even tell me you love me.. You make me feel a million and trillion times sadder.

I can't even talk to you about my feelings, you've hurt me so much that I don't know how.

I don't know how to show you what you've been doing to me, You've turned a heart you once filled with love into one you broke now.

I feel like I've lost the whole world I had, and now I have no one to turn to when I need a helping hand.

I wish I could talk to you about the pain you caused me, but you just wouldn't understand.

I know that if I tried to explain it so you could understand, you wouldn't barely take the time to.

Its like when you hurt me it isn't a big deal, your just making me cry like you usually do.

And thats no big deal because your not the one getting your heart crushed and stomped on, there's no reason why you should feel the pain.

I do everything I possibly can to make sure I'm doing things right and that you are happy with me, I just wish that you would do the same.

If you say that you care about me more than I care about you, then why don't you show it?

If you could just prove to me that you really do care and that I actually mean something to you, then maybe my life would once again fit.

Because if I am all torn apart and if I'm not happy with you, then maybe I should just move on.

Its too much work to keep our relationship alive and going, and I'm just not that strong.

I was before but now you've drained everything my body and soul had..

Being with you isn't a gift anymore, its just something to make me sad.

I have no more energy, no strength for me to go on..

All I have is a ruined heart and a place with you that I no longer belong. 

You might not know it, but your heart told me you would rather be alone.

And I might not know it just yet, but I bet my heart also told me that I should of known.